This book gives the reader a unique insight into the world of psychoanalysis that few have experienced. It is informative and educational, not only to those in the mental health field, but also to anyone who has been abused. It has been described by readers as courageous, well-written, and impossible to put down. It is entertaining, informative, and will serve to enlighten people on the mind-boggling possibilities of therapy done right. The heartwarming one-in-a-million story will touch people all over the world and provide inspiration as the reader is taken through Panesi’s tortured upbringing to his euphoric victory.
121 University is 212 pages and can be read in 3-4 hours. Take a look at two sample chapters to get a brief overview of the writing style.
| Chapter 1 | A Bloody Back Leads To My Lucky Break | 13 |
| Chapter 2 | My First Visit With Dr. Shoemaker | 19 |
| Chapter 3 | “It’s All Bullshit” | 29 |
| Chapter 4 | From Tuscany To Carnegie | 45 |
| Chapter 5 | August 7, 1971: My Dream Is Born | 51 |
| Chapter 6 | Living With Insanity | 57 |
| Chapter 7 | Getting My License, Losing My Hero | 63 |
| Chapter 8 | My Money Runs Out, My Sessions End | 69 |
| Chapter 9 | My New Therapist | 71 |
| Chapter 10 | Returning To Dr. Shoemaker | 73 |
| Chapter 11 | No Charge? | 81 |
| Chapter 12 | “You Need a Gimmick” | 87 |
| Chapter 13 | “Do Men Your Age Kiss Women?” | 95 |
| Chapter 14 | “You’ve Got to Be Ambidextrous” | 105 |
| Chapter 15 | Four Hundred Dollars | 113 |
| Chapter 16 | Ohio University | 119 |
| Chapter 17 | Dear Dad … | 129 |
| Chapter 18 | My First Time | 135 |
| Chapter 19 | “You Write It” | 141 |
| Chapter 20 | “What’s Wrong With Me?” | 145 |
| Chapter 21 | “I Hate You” | 151 |
| Chapter 22 | Transference | 155 |
| Chapter 23 | The Anger Comes Out | 161 |
| Chapter 24 | My Back Clears Up | 167 |
| Chapter 25 | Dr. Shoemaker Says Goodbye | 171 |
| Chapter 26 | December 15, 1986: My Dream Fulfilled | 179 |
| Epilogue | 183 | |
| Afterword | 189 | |
| Photos | 197 |
"Lou Panesi’s book, 121 University Place should be on the required reading list for students enrolled in psychology classes at the undergraduate and graduate level. There is more psychological insight in this book than in most text books."
Jill C. Eilenberger, LCSW, LMFT
Psychotherapist
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"A fascinating account of the psychotherapeutic process told from the patient's perspective . . . not for the squeamish or faint of heart."
- James E. Lee, M.D., Neuropsychiatrist
"The ability of a dermatologist to recognize a skin condition as being more than 'skin deep' is an important lesson for all doctors. A very well-written book that will reach for your soul."
- James Seward, M.D., Dermatologist
"A realistic account of what it is like growing up in an emotionally abusive family. The author's description of the therapeutic process he experienced is very realistic also. "
- Jill Eilenberger, LCSW, LMFT,
Psychotherapist
"Lou Panesi exposes himself honestly and directly as he retells his life story. His dysfunctional Father nearly destroys his chance of a normal life leaving him homeless and alone by the age of nineteen. Fate connects him to a caring and talented psychiatrist that leads him on an agonizing and amazing recovery. The book is ultimately one of triumph and redemption that leaves the reader feeling proud of Lou and glad they were permitted along for the ride."
- Scott H. Cupp, Attorney